I stoned at times and right now I can feel my mind was filled with blank.
Finally tomorrow it is the day to hear momo's voice.
You always assure me that next year will be a better year for us and I really hope that too.
I always hate myself for being so negative and fragile.
However I am glad that I am now no longer the very soft hearted person and begin to be a more self defensive person.
It is very hard for me to be positive at times.
I do not dare to say that I am stronger right now.
I am trying hard to be like one.
Yes I am happy still happy being with you mo. I am still the luckiest girl on earth to be with you momo!
YEAAA I AM GOING TO RECEIVE PHONE CALL FROM BABY TOMORROW!!!

Ohhhhh and I need to get a pretty dress for Baby's social night on the 22th July!