moodless. heavy hearted. paranoid. emotion. depress.
I used to be a very happy carefree cheerful girl and also someone that was very easily satisfied. But now I am no longer like one.
Each day I am filled with negative thoughts and worries. Always trying very hard to stay positive in what I am doing and what I am aiming for.
Especially those days that Mo has to be in camp and I have to deal with those troubled feelings myself. Despite him can't be there for me all the time, his daily msgs and phone call do make me feel that he is there 24/7 for me. I want to be there for you too mo by supporting you to get through this ocs period. 6 more weeks! 6 more weeks! You will be an officer. Can't wait for mo ocs commissioning ball!
Can't wait to hunt for pretty dresses and high heels.