Everything was fine and I am back to continue my IHP. Lately, there were some probs in school I was debar by the course manager. But everything was fine now. Where else, some people do not know what was the whole situation was about and accused me for taking the system at fault as an excuse to come back. ohhh come on!
(I know you are reading my blog asshole. Don't tell me you always come to school early! Don't tell me that you always write the exact timing when u reach the class! I don't think that the project you have done is all by you! Oh and by the way you are making your partner suffer! You intend to take your partner as granted and saying that she did not do much of her work and you are trying to say you done part of it? COME ON! Stop being a bastard ok! and stop rubbing your leg and bite your nails. To tell u the truth. It is fucking disgusting.)
Oh yah last thing. The way how u spread the rumours about me or whatever. It won't affect me at all. Try hard.

In the letter I wrote to Mr Poon who was the MDE director ... I admit that I came late and absent for school... I did not take MC due to ..... the high percentage shown in the system was also partly due to the system that was not work for me ... and I gave up in the system and dependent more on the "sign in sign out" booklet.... (can you fucking read it this sentence which shows that I am at fault for not taking responsible asshole)

Everything was over and for now I am just need to concentrate on my studies and be punctual to school.
Will update sooon. Wait for me!

looking forward in attending Baby's "ocs social night" tonight. By the way it is my first time in participating such event.

I have to be positive somehow. I got no choice. facing the facts and assume that everything is alright. facing the facts that things aren't going the way how I expect. I do not want to waste my time just like that. Hoped for the better but yet things jus happened like that. I will be fine. Maybe I should feel glad that I was given a 2nd chance.

things aren't going well for me. I am only left to hope for the better. Really hope that RL will give me another chance so that I can pursue my dream after when I graduate. I can start working. I got no time to waste anymore. My parents are getting old now. I need to work and it is my turn to support them by giving them less burden. $$$ $$$ everything is about $$$. Why we are studying right now? It is because of $$$ to have a good future. wth wth wth.

Ppl say stress is good as it make ppl to become better and improve.

I don't think so. Bcos I am that kind of person that couldn't take stress. I got to learn somehow. hmmm.

I will be back soon with more update on:

Our 2 years Anni celebration.

Universal Studio with Baby.

Dinner with Baby's for celebrating his daddy birthday.

Welson's 21st birthday party at Capella villa.

Shopping and supper with Kay and Jason.

Prawning with classmates.

I stoned at times and right now I can feel my mind was filled with blank.
Finally tomorrow it is the day to hear momo's voice.
You always assure me that next year will be a better year for us and I really hope that too.
I always hate myself for being so negative and fragile.
However I am glad that I am now no longer the very soft hearted person and begin to be a more self defensive person.
It is very hard for me to be positive at times.
I do not dare to say that I am stronger right now.
I am trying hard to be like one.
Yes I am happy still happy being with you mo. I am still the luckiest girl on earth to be with you momo!
YEAAA I AM GOING TO RECEIVE PHONE CALL FROM BABY TOMORROW!!!

Ohhhhh and I need to get a pretty dress for Baby's social night on the 22th July!

Overdue work at Infusion with beloved Ru.

Weekend was a blast! Sumptuous Dinner with mum dad bf, Bowling and Pool with Baby's Bros and Jing Si, late night movie at home, accompanied baby to Chinese doctor again.
I will blog about it more when I am free to do so.

There are so many things I have to settle this week.
I am working tomorrow after sch yes for money sick. For making it happen on a mini getaway with baby to KL. As u guys might think ai ya ask Bf sponsor la. Sorry I am not does kind that everything I want my bf to pay for me. hahaha.
Working tomorrow 5pm to 11pm and meaning I will be leaving sch early just to work. $8 per hour yes not much. but at least i was given an opportunity to earn extra $$$.

Presentation will be next week and meaning I am only left with the one whole week to prepare. I really hope that I can really do well!

Baby will be going for 5 days field camp again. Hope he is not going to injure his ankle again and perform well in his career.
I miss you badly and love you MOMO.

It is 2.38am right now. I have to wake up 6.30am early in the morning for sch tomorrow. Nights!