Am I being too kind? too good? or is it I am the caused of it that end u up like this? I'm sorry. I envy happy blissful couples. Envy ppl's bf for being so truthful to their gf. I really hope they cherish their bf being so truthful to them. I cherish mine I do but.... sigh. I got to be strong. am I being strong right now? am I?

Hate being drunk right now and especially baby was not around by my side. I had troubled so many people taking care of me that night. So sorry. The feelings of getting drunk was so sucks, especially the next day when I woke up. I could feel my head spinning after a warm shower. I am sick of alcohol right now. Alright, shall not remind myself much about that day cos I feel so embrassing. No more second time. Not going to make baby and friends worrying about me again.


Celebrated Baby's Bff 21st Birthday last week.

Happy Birthday 21st Candy!


So many assignments to do! one project on WAD. Bestest project win one i-touch or maybe some lousy mp3. lousy mp3 can give baby for his army. But I know it is going to be hard as there are total 4 classes fighting for it.

After school meeting Aik and Ru for dinner at TECK WHYE! I CANT WAIT TO EAT THE ZHI CHA AND BBQ CHICKEN! Happppyyy!

I lost my camera that night. I was thinking how am I going to tell my dad about it.

I've clean and tidy up my room! SO HAPPY!

Finally a post.

Some overdues.










Finally a post after so long.
Tp was bad.Thank you so much who sent me enouragement msgs, tips and concerned about my tp.
I am so happy for val she passed her TP! Clique outing alright!

Few days back supper and l4d with Min Jason Wee Keong EnQi Poh Yong were awesome.But kinda felt bad about Jason had to send all of us back home, especially I am staying at cck.

Baby stayed over last night was awesome! Playing with Bun Bun together with you is awesome.

Bob getting me CHANEL necklace for my 19th birthday!!! hahaha.
I am still deciding which one should I get. The common one? The unique one? hmmmmm.Anyway I've got no idea how to celebrate my birthday this yr. No one seems aware of it either. Baby enlisting before my birthday ]= bad bad bad.

It is common but I cant find any other nice design.



Meeting bob later for RABBIT seafood resturant! Thai Dicso tonight with my beloved Pri school frens.

Next thursday TP. so demoralising. It seems the percentage to pass tp is so low low low low low. I am so afraid of changing lane and making a turn in junction! FUCK! I pray hard I would not get test road 1. I hate making the U-turn in busy traffic. I hate predestrain cross zebra crossing. Because they jus fucking cross like in their own sweet time. I hate motors that keep overtake me. roar. Pray hard I wont encounter such problems during TP. Tp means no sch!

too many things to do. Hws first!